THE REAL YOU.......

some times i or you might say stuff or things we dont mean but you are one of a kind see what i write for an 12 year old
is meant to be taken to the heart mine and soul not for it to be entertainment and to be cute i want what i write to be inspried
see who reads this might take this as a joke but in order to under stand you must
read all that i wrote if you dont well thats you i can not judge you for the type of person you are nore can see your personality tell who you truley are but the way you act when your alone tells how you act when you need a little of atention
or love and care in your life see the first page i wrote was not me it was the anger
taking the real me would never write that
thats the monster inside of me taking over and the anger and rage inside of me to

HOW MUCH I DISLIKE........

See it all begain when my dad left i guess I REMINDED her of my dad but i did not think that and now shes prego's again and when i am 15 that baby will be 3 and to think about it who told her to go and get pregnent again lady you are 29 have you ever heard of protection you are supost to be my role modle but i regret that thought and every time i try to be nice she just makes me feel like i am no one and to tell the truth i just want to know what it feels like to beloved and to love one another but i guess that will only be in my dreams sometimes i just want to kill my self but i know that will do no good but in the other hand it will make her feel guilty for working all the time and always leaving me home by myself and nothing to do it might sound like im un-greatful but i just want to spend a little time her and she never lets me go anywhere its like i am missing out on my child hood she always has the weekends off but always like to spend it with her boyfriend and not at least one day with me what a selfish thing to do like HELLO IM STILL A FREAKIN  PERSON IT MAKES SO MAD SOMETIMES I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO if some one can tell me what to do about it i would love their or your advice


Yours TRULEY,
*navieh townsend*